….the minutes are like years and my tears are as heavy as raindrops; falling and healing at the same time. Waiting for the clock to chime, waiting for the end of this bittersweet time. I think of holding you so close to my heart…kissing your eyelids as you sleep. No more tears of sadness, only joy. I think of seeing your face and hearing your sweet voice and the choice I have made to love you over and over again.